“Between the Past Second and the Next”

oil on canvas

2024

11 x 13 inches

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Diary May 11/2015 High School

  注意力出问题已经好几天了，这种状态必须要改变，从今天开始每天必须至少集中注意力做事两个小时。丹娜前不久过生日了，一个人在广州过的。她还是不懂事，如果再不改会难爬向自己的目标。想要买个kindle voyage，准备慢慢培养自己爱看书的习惯，绝对不可以浪费任何一个提升自己的机会。自己离目标还远着呢，以后在学校没事不可以听歌，把歌留到晚上睡前听。在学校没事听听晓松奇谈。

最近学校安排游泳，很冷，但还好没什么太阳。

My attention has been falling apart for the past few days. This has to change. Starting today, I have to spend at least two hours every day doing focused, uninterrupted work. Dana's birthday was not long ago. She spent it alone in Guangzhou. She still hasn't quite grown up. If she doesn't change, it will be difficult for her to reach the goals she's chasing. I want to buy a Kindle Voyage and slowly build the habit of reading. I can't afford to waste a single opportunity to become a better version of myself. I'm still a long way from where I want to be. From now on, I shouldn't listen to music during my free time at school. I'll save music for before bed. During the day, I can listen to Xiaosong Qitan instead.

Recently, the school has been making us go swimming. It's cold, but at least there isn't much sun.